Well, after almost 30 years training in vain, I have seen the futility of my training.
Who would have thought that a post on the e-budo forum from some one who profess no knowledge of what they are critizing would have this effect on me?
Like a little cupid of wrongful budo training, Henry Cawilan appears and shoots me in heart with his barbed arrow post to awaken me to what I am missing and will never get through my training in aiki arts.
I am immediately quiting my martial arts training. I am sure that all the people who know me agree that this is for the best since I will not darken any more aiki seminars with my useless presence.
Anybody wanna buy some used budo gear?