Hi, I'm a new poster from italy, I just recently started practicing daito-ryu aikijujutsu and as you can imagine since I'm posting here, I'm a strongly curious person and I kinda love doing things "the right way"(more on this later).
I followed and read back most of the posts here around, lurked around in both english speaking sites/italian ones, to find out how the situation has unfolded in the last 5-8 years and I've seen much controversy, rage, embarassing situations and generally a troubling schism in the DRAJJ teaching and I'm now wodering a lot of things and trying to understand and "enter" in this harsh situation.
I'll be posting a super-quick background before going into fulltopic so you understand why of this post:
I live in italy in a small-ish city, so I don't have access to most of the "real" world, especially when speaking about martial arts, I considered many times moving in bigger places and even considered going to japan(not related to martial arts but in the future it might be) but never managed to do so, in the end I decided to try DRAJJ and found it fascinating enough to start wondering WHAT I'm doing, WHERE I'm doing it, and with WHOM I'm doing it.
I started documenting myself, reading, checking videos, any reliable source and I found nice and not-so-nice things and I'm now wondering what is the real current situation, let me explain:
1)I read about the discendancy issue of DRAJJ and found out the evidence of the menkyo kaiden of Kondo Katsuyuki Sensei, I also learned all the history about the accidents and splits that happened
2)I then manage to check the history in italy and noticed a sad theatre of "I'm the best" "no I'm the real one" "no I'm the good guy here the others are a scam" and what not, to the point I grow myself an opinion about this
3)I read about Certa Sensei, and about Sano Sensei shiseikan and how the abashiri group is strong in Italy and how Kondo sensei is considered to be a "good politician" and by how some said "a scammer that didn't train enough"
Now considered this I'm puzzled: what a newcomer should think about this?
For me my issue is this: I'm not sure this will be my Way of life, since I just started, but I don't want to start with the wrong foot, so I'm worried it all might end in being just "time wasted".I don't consider my dojo a bad one, totally the other way around, I really like the atmosphere, I really like the place and I like what they teach and how, I have some good friends there(that probably will read this message and will be horribly offended, I apologize but I MUST understand or I will never be at peace when training)and I surely plan to keep on training....on the other hand though...
I'm worried because I keep hearing stories, and facts, and proofs, and then someone changed his mind, so I want to understand what is the real situation from people NOT involved in this situation:
I read Mr. Merello letters and apologizes and seen the video proofs so I'm convinced Kondo Sensei is the only mainline and I believe that his teaching is the right one.I personally didn't try it but plan on doing it in the future when I will be ready if he will be then like to accept a foreigner student, on the other hand I see all my Senseis studying under abashiri shiseinkan direction and I appreciate their methods I have faith they are doing everything 100% right but I wonder, in the end is that going to be THE right training? Some of them believe kondo is not the true mainline so I'm worried there is plenty of difference and I will not be able to learn the "right" way of DRAJJ, and that makes me feel uneasy.
I tried contacting directly people involved in the matter to try and mediate/understand why there is this strong split but both parties have been barely speaking up(you know I'm a newcomer so no one really opens up) so I now ask to the community of e-budo some help understanding this whole matter.
to summarize my concerns I'd say
1)What is the current situation of the japanese abshiri branch? Are they active? Are they recognizeing Kondo Sensei Menkyo kaiden? Are they affiliated or still divided?Who is the headmaster? And is that recognized by anyone or what?
2)Is it going to be valuable time? I don't plan on stopping untill I can try other options to decide by myself, but still I'm worried, anyone an say anything on this matter?
3)should i try keep having an open discussion with my senseis to try and understand eachothers? I kinda have that feeling that in the end we might get isolated not being under the mainline...you know I might just be paranoid
4)should i just try taking the chance of going and seeing by myself the difference between the teachings?
I apologize if anyone feels offende by my post, at first I thought I'd try to just keep this matter to myself but the more time passes the more doubts and questions are born into my mind and I couldn't just hold anymore...
Thanks in advance!
edit: just had an afterthought...if you wonder why I'm bringing this out in the public on e-budo and not just go talk here at the dojo is for 2 reasons, first to get an outsider impression since I noticed in italy most of the dojos don't recognize Kondo sensei, and the ones that do are outside my range, also I noticed it's kind of an europe-issue(well issue for me, not for them!), secondly because I don't want to be "that guy that is new here that is already causing troubles" because I feel it would be disrespectful to just go and create problems to the senseis.So I thought Id first ask and complete my understanding and then directly bring the issue face-to-face to learn more from their perspective.